Thread:CantoneseDragon/@comment-39545695-20190521221229/@comment-33706373-20190521224642

I was once monarchist because first, I wasn't mature enough as an indivudal, second, I couldn't understand the reality around me.

The political environment that I grew up in is extremely toxic, and this caused me to distance from all nominal ideas already existent here. It was a form that I found to protest against everything I considered "corrupt".

I dreamed of an united China under a ridiculous and unrealistic ancient nostalgia, without people fighting because of "aliens" systems, I was so utopian.

Becoming a socialist allowed me to understand what my real feelings were, allowed me to understand how a society comes to a peak, how history is moved, and what is the function of the people in all of it.