User blog:IvanDAP100/I'm leaving the wiki forever

3 October 2016-17 August 2018

I've been recognized by most of you as "IvanDAP100". I've been liked, hated or loathed throughout the community. We've all had bad memories, good memories or drama. We argued, we laughed, we shitposted, and we were a single heart always, no matter our opinions and feelings.In turn of recent events, however, I've come to the conclusion majority of my old and new friends didn't feel the same about me. I was angry at you, I was happy for you, maybe I went as far as being rude to you. What mattered was I viewed all of you as caring friends to interact with. But as I grow up and open my eyes further, I can see the majority don't have a positive opinion of me. It is okay for you all, but ask yourself: "Is it this easy to play with a person's emotions? Is it this easy to sell them out despite their care of me?". I know you'll all be happy about this and think I'll return. But I never will this time. I bet you're all happy and didn't even take this seriously, and I know this post will be deleted by either NESTLEH or Bain. Enjoy my absence lasting forever and celebrate. I'll try finding a new hobby.

Thanks for being with me in this 683 day long "journey" spanning 1 year, 10 months and 14 days whether you like me, hate me, loathe me or don't have an opinion about me. Goodbye, old friends. I'll keep in touch with some that I share common emotions with.