User blog:Lubneh/Nova Era

Ok first off, I already planned making this since like way back in September so yea I don't want any noobs claiming "WOW WE CHANGED RED XDDD". Ok so idk if anyone noticed (sarcasm) but I became more cringe and toxic recently. Yea you already know i'm gonna blame el bias and wikia falling apart and blah blah blah etc but obviously that isn't all of it. Part of it was just me being dumb and letting go of myself because I was half mad/half angry at wikia  and maybe I had a plan where my reputation would get so low so I would be exiled and then pretend to join terrr only to gain cringe intel for biny ball and antonio but that's beyond us now. What I want to say is: i'm sorry. I'm sorry for the dumb arguing and drama and cringe, I'm sorry for the over reaction and hypocrisy that I exerted, I'm sorry for causing strife within the wikia, and i'm sorry for making pixl leave. Yes, I take complete blame for that, love it or hate it it was me and I regret it. If you're reading this pixl i'm not asking you to come back or that we should be friends or anything, it's fine if you have a disdain for me now but I'm still apologizing for what I have done to you. Anyway, I want to start this year over as a clean slate, not just with my personality and how I act, view, and treat people but also for my political and other views/beliefs. Obviously i'm still going to be a Christian and whatnot but I want to start over in how I view things politically and religiouslly so discard any sentiment I had towards certain things in the past, this is a new beginning. So yeah, I hope you all can forgive me for that lowpoint in my journey in the wikia here and I hope that we can all improve for the better. Happy New Year!

Also here nice boomer music that fits theme (also good video): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4RjJKxsamQ