User blog:Serbon/So sorry

I've made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don't expect to be forgiven, I'm simply here to apologize. So what we came across that day in discord was obviously unplanned, and the reactions you saw on tape were raw, they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react, or how to feel. I should have never have spoken on VR. I should have deafend myself and I should have stopped talking. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't, and for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the Wiki. I want to apologize to anyone who's seen the recordings. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by autism, or down syndrome, or intellectual disability, but most importantly, I want to apologize to the victims and their friends. For my nooblings who are defending my actions, please don't. They do not deserve to be defended. The goal with my discord account is always to entertain, to push the boundaries, to be all inclusive in the world I live in. I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said, I've made a huge mistake. I don't expect to be forgiven, I'm just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I'm disappointed in myself and I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.